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Showing posts from October, 2015

Bull Riding

Have you ever watched a Bull Riding event, before?  The guy gets on the bull, it's all tense for a second, the gate opens, we watch and then OOOOooooo, he's down.

That's sort of what I have felt the last.... 15 year of my life has felt like.  Clearly, the timing of my life and the bull riding don't match up too well, but you can sort of see it happening in slow motion, right...

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When my husband and I were first married, we know now that we got married for some not so great reasons.  We loved one another, we cared about one another, we loved each others' family, we like a lot of the same things, we had a lot of fun together, we had a lot of the same values and goals for our lives... we just worked.

Knowing what I know now, 15 years of knowing my husband... We were young, dumb and confused about what love really felt like.  In my opinion, because he cared about me, meant that he also loved me and while those things can go hand in hand, unless y…