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the reson for which something is done or created or for which something exists:
"the purpose of the meeting is to appoint a trustee"

synonyms: motive - motivation - grounds - cause - occasion - reason


have as one's intention or objective:
"God has allowed suffering, even purposed it"

synonyms: intend - mean - aim - plan - design - have the intention - decide

(copied from Oxford Dictionaries)

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As I sit at my desk, that faces a well traveled pathway, I find that I watch almost everyon that walks by and observe them in different ways.  Clearly I don't do this all day long, but it's something that I occassionally catch myself doing. 

I look at people and thin a lot of different things... I like her shirt... Oh!  I love that together... Dang, where is he headed?... Why are there so many people headed that way?... Boy, she must have hurt herself, poor thing... She must have been a gymnist when she was younger... I didn't know they made pants like that... Man, she walks slow... I love her glasses (and wish I wore them sometimes)... She looks sad, wonder what's wrong... He's still talking... She's got great style... I love that nail polish color... I have that sweater...I need a bag like that... I miss my long hair... My husband has that same shirt... Gosh he's tall... Etc...

I know this is silly, but I can't help myself sometimes.  Of all of those things, the one that drives me the most crazy lately are the people that just don't walk with purpose.  When I get out of my chair, I have a little mental list of what I need to do, where I need to go and about how long I hope that it will take me.  Some people just don't have that same drive.  Maybe it's a wacky thought but those that walk my desk with no motivation or pep in their step drive me a little nutty.

I mean, we are a big company with a lot of busy people and we all have stuff to do and things to get done.  Why wouldn't you want to have a little push behind you to get you moving when you're walking around?  The last thing I want someone thinking is boy... she moves slow... what is she doing? 

Maybe that's not for everyone and that's okay, but I guess I have to blame or thank this one on my dad.  When our feet hit the ground as kids, when we were with him at the zoo or the pizza hut or the beach or whatever... You better bet that he would want us to be moving.  And my dad, he walks with purpose.  Maybe not the right purpose or any real focused purpose but he walks and he reaches his goal, quick.  As kids we were always like 20 steps behind, but that's because he walked fast and with "purpose".  So now, when I see people who don't have that same drive, I just take notice and I also pass them at on the left at high speed because I don't have time to sit around and wait...

So at work, when I get up... I walk with a purpose.  I don't lotty-da around, I walk.  And I walk quickly. So.... Step to the side if you see me coming...


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