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The last couple of weeks have been really rough with sleep.  Some nights he'll sleep just fine and other nights he's coughing every hour or two hours and not able to get it under control.  These are the days/weeks/months that I wish we had a video monitor.  Why?  Because we have a first floor master and while I'm enjoying running up and down the stairs every time we want to check on him, it's just not easy to do every time he's coughing uncontrollably and upset.  It's really tough on me and my sleepy state.  I've also spent the last few nights upstairs co-sleeping with him because it's just easier for me to be close to him and able to respond faster.  Being downstairs hurts my response time and makes him more worked up by the time I can get up there and I don't like that.

This is my sleepy smilely baby before bed last night.  He's just so happy.

A baby who doesn't sleep well = a mama & dadda that don't sleep well either.  It's been a hard week and while I know that it will end soon, it just makes it hard for me to function at work.

The upside to the week...

Yes, getting gas for $0.94 per gallon! 

We bought gift cards for some Christmas gifts and it went toward gas rewards which resulted in this awesome price per gallon.  I was able to not only fill up my car, but 7 gallons in other gas cans that we used to fill up my husband's car and it only cost me about $20.14!  It usually takes $50 to fill my car, so this was a great deal.  Makes me smile just thinking about it.  Too bad it doesn't last longer than one fill up.

Lastly, this was my fortune today.  It thought it was perfect advise for a new mother, in or outside the home.

Happy Wednesday or for some people Friday...  Enjoy your holiday!


Stephanie said…
The sleeping situation can be such a challenge. I hope he gets back in a normal routine so all of you can get a restful nights sleep. Gas that cheap??! Wow!!!
molly said…
Um, totally jelz of your gas price. And I love that fortune. I'm going to try that for sure!
That smile just makes everything better, no?! SO CUTE!

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