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i need good vibes...

It's not you, it's me.

I've done this before, maybe not publicly but privately.  I just need to take a break.  I need a break from TTC blogs, from talk of miscarriages, from anything not successful or not positive.  This is going to include message boards too, especially related to TTC.  I cannot wrap my head around a positive outcome if constantly reminded of what happened to us.  I know it happened and I know it's happening to others, but I can't think about it right now.  I have to stay positive.

I'm not doing this to be mean.  I'm also not singling anyone out, there are plenty of blogs that I follow that I'm just going to cut the cord on for a little while.  I need good vibes.  I need happy endings.  I need positive.  I just can't take it today or this week.  It's adding up and it's only Tuesday... I'm having a hard time and I just need to be surrounded by good thoughts.

Can you send them my way?  Will you think positively for me and help me through this dip in my week?

Again, I'm not doing this as a result of any one thing.  There was actually something that I read on Monday that really put me over the edge.  It keeps coming into my thoughts and I need to have it removed.  It will go away and be filled with good thoughts, just have to remove myself a while.

Please bare with me...

Note: I have a few "EtSy.LoVe.Of.ThE.wEek.'s" that are going to post but for a little while I'm off fo my blog...  Just give me a few days and think positively.... Thank you!


Allison said…
(as always) sending you lots and positive, good thoughts (and prayers)!
Bethany said…
Sending endless amounts of good thoughts your way!!!! Good for your for taking care of yourself!!
Lori said…
Sending lots of good thoughts your way, know how to find me if you want to do another happy hour or something like that :)
JJ said…
Sending you happy thoughts--and I just saw your Reese's post, too--so how about I get a bunch of those, some wine, and Ill come grab ya and we'll go get some retail therapy!
Hugs to you, Jill!
Whitney said…
Happy, good, best, positive thoughts-->your way! Things WILL work's just not knowing WHEN that's maddening, I'm sure. What I really need to know is: HOW are you going to top Flo this year?!???
Hi Jill! I stopped by to say hello! You seem like such a great lady, I can just feel it! I'm sorry for the difficulty you are going through. Add me to the list of positive thinkers on your behalf! Sometimes the blogging world can easily get you down. It has definitely happened to me. Whether it's comparisons, or an unpleasant blog post, I have felt that way many times. There are also a lot of good things that come, like meeting new blog friends, and gaining support! I look forward to sharing in your journey, and sharing in your interest to be a positive person!
Of course, I will send happy thoughts your way and I hope you can find a way to bring some calmness in your mind with all of this.

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