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IUI #3

F.A.I.L.



So, what happens next?

I'm not sure.

I have options.

Injectible drugs to help regular my hormones and production of eggs.

Or IVF (Invitro).

Both cost A LOT of money.



We haven't decided what will happen next.




Comments

satto said…
I am sorry. It's a tough choice.
I hope whatever you choose you stop seeing those BFNs.
Liz said…
Oh Jill :( I'm sorry. I was so hopeful for you!!
Allison said…
I'm so sorry, Jill. That just sucks.
Andrea said…
I'm so sorry! It is such a hard decision to make on where to go from here. Take some time to think about it and make sure you are feeling 100% both physically and mentally. You know how draining all the IF testing and treatments can be.
Mika said…
Praying for you
Kristal said…
I'm sorry. :(
Mandy said…
I'm so sorry. This just sucks.
Andrea said…
Boo! That SUCKS!

I really thought this was it.
One Pork Chop said…
Sunuva!

I'm so sorry! :(
Jeannie said…
I'm so sorry...I really had a good feeling about this one.
Quiet Oasis said…
Well that just plain sucks. I keep waiting. I know one day I will be reading a happy little post about a positive test.

Ugh.
Sarah said…
I'm at that injectable drug stage. And they can be terribly expensive if your insurance isn't onboard (which mine is not).

My doctor told me about some drugs you can purchase from England. Technically he cannot recommend them, because they are not FDA approved. However, England is not a 3rd world country, and these meds are approved by their version of the FDA.

Just to compare, the meds you would get in the US cost something like $70-80 per unit, the England version around $14 per unit. Shipping was about $25 for the whole lot. (at least the ones I was told to get)

(www.ivfmeds.com, if you're interested)
Just me said…
Ugh. That sucks. And this process is hard enough without having to worry about the finances part of it.

I'm sorry. :(
Kelli said…
I'm so sorry! I hope you'll find peace in whatever you decided to do next.
Aleca said…
I'm so, so sorry Jill. That just sucks.
Boo! TTC sucks a big one.
I'm so sorry. I hope you guys are doing okay. I know there isn't much to say to make you feel better but I'm praying.
Hang in there.
TLC said…
that just sucks! sending a {hug} your way.
Danica said…
Jill I am so sorry. Sending you all the hugs I have.
Oh this is just absolutely not what I wanted to hear from you.

I am so sorry.
I can't imagine how difficult these next days of deciding the game plan are.

Hug, hug, hug.
erinann said…
good golly jill, I hate this for you. your so positive and your spirit is amazing! you are always in my thoughts!!
Sabrina said…
I just wanted to let you know that you are in my thoughts.
I read your blog all the time and I was really praying for you that this would be it. My thoughts are with you as you decide what steps to take next. Stay positive.
Whitney said…
Oh, Jill! I'm so sad for you guys that this wasn't the time. I wish there was something I could do, but I guess I can just say I'm here if you need an ear!
Natalie (Natylynn) said…
I'm sorry! I was wondering about you! Good luck with your decision. TTC is making me into a monster!!

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