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sauerkraut vs. a fiber one bar

I haven't felt right all day.

I woke up this morning, knowing that I'm usually hungry, grabbed a fiber one bar and didn't have the urge to eat. The reason this is weird is because there are MANY days where I'm absolutely craving these stupid bars. Today, however, it was the last thing I wanted to eat.

I got to work and decided I would spruce up the fiber one bar with a clementine. That combination sounded good but wasn't as enjoyable going down.

I've been crampy and uncomfortable all morning and I have anxiety about my period showing up. I know that it's a good chance that it won't but how do I know.

Now, it's time for lunch and I think I confused my cramping for hungry growling, ate lunch and decided to go for the Key Lime Pie yogurt. Well, let's just say, it sounded good but I'm about 1/4 into it and I can't even take another bite. Another thing that I usually eat the crap out of but for whatever reason, today is just not the day.

To give you a little back history, last night I had a Reuben from a new deli in Powell and while it was delicious and enormous, all at the same time, I think my stomach is hating me today because ot it! This Reuben was like you typical Reuben with corn beef, sauerkraut, cheese and thousand island dressing. However, this place LOADED it with corn beef, I mean at least three inches of corn beef. {I'm sorry, I have to take a break because, there are so many times in this paragraph that I could've said, "that's what she said" and I haven't. You can fill them in where you feel appropriate... I don't know why that makes me laugh so much but it doesn't and after writing what I just did, I had to say something. Okay, I'm done. Back to the story.} The sandwich also had sauerkraut. Moral of this long-winded-story? This might be another reason why I my stomach is crampy.

I'm just hoping it clears up before I stuff my face with chili tonight.

Oh man...

Just another post to distract me from my 2 week wait...


SassyTimes said…
Just thinking about that AND the chili to come is making my stomach turn. ;)
AthenaBee said…
I was just reading an IUI site and it said that IUI can cause cramping or implantation.

I'm sure you're reading those too though.
Oh my..and you are going to have chili tonight..Do you like to punish yourself?
Wishing you the best..

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