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crazy thing...

So to follow up with you about the laparoscopy for endometriosis. It's scheduled for August 7th, next Thursday. This coming Thursday I go in for blood work, pre-surgery questions and prep. I'm actually looking forward to it! I know that sounds crazy but I have to stay hopeful!!! I keep telling myself and thinking to myself that when they do my blood work and they give me the results that they will say that I'm pregnant!!!

Seriously, wouldn't that rock your f-ing socks off? I keep telling myself that is what's going to happen and I stay very hopeful thinking that everyday!

So, please, send all of your good thoughts and prayers my way for Thursday! I very much hope that I have good news for you all this week!!!!

Crossing my fingers, legs, arms, eyes, and everything in between!

Come on baby!!! We want you so badly!


The Jen said…
YAY FOR EMPOWERMENT! Seriously, this seems to be the year of 'fuck it, I'm gonna go for it, balls to the wall, bitches.' really? Can I swear some more? Cuz I will. fucker.

Really though, I am always thinking good thoughts for you and I'm really glad you're going through with this. Not fun or easy to make the decision, but once it's made. you're on the road to change, and change is good, especially when you've hit rock bottom. Only place to go from there is up, up, up.

Jen M said…
Best of luck on Thursday! That is great that you are so positive.

Thanks for stopping by on my blog today.
SAHW said…
Way to go on being hopeful! I guess that is fitting with your name. :)
I hope Thursday will bring great news!
t.w.i.t. said…
Good luck! This can only have a positive outcome. Let me know if you need anything.

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