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the secret

For some time now, I've been searching for the secret, the ticket, the one thing that is really going to make this pregnancy stick or even work, for that matter! I figured that after reading book after book, magazine after magazine, website after website and blog after blog, that something would just hit me and it would finally work! Well, it hasn't worked. There's nothing that we aren't doing that is working for us.

This month is a new month because I already feel so tranquil with not focusing such negative energy, rather positive energy. I thought it was just something that I came up with on my own. (aside from the 100's of people that have told me, "just relax, it will happen") However, today I received an email from a friend who recently found out she was pregnant. She said that her "ticket" (after months of trying) was a book called "The Secret". It didn't necessarily focus on the ins and outs of becoming pregnant but the ins and outs of being happy with your life and where the focus should be. It's a great philosophy to live your life by...

I have yet to read the book myself but it sounds great. Just training your mind and body on the positive and sending the negative energy away. Really focusing on the positive, what you want, the "Law of Attraction" and continuing to think about the outcome that will make you happy.

There is quite a number of stories that are affiliated with this book and "new" way of life. It's really amazing. Check out the secret group, (including multiple pregnancy success stories) the secrets success stories, and their web page at the secret. It will be life changing.

I hope to pick up this book today so that I can continue on my zen and tranquil journey for beating infertility & becoming pregnant! Keeping positive has already shown good in the last week, I know that reading this book will only enforce it.


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With that said, I've told people over and over again that I'm going to write again, just not sure where to start.
So, today, I'm starting here.
My mom is terminal.  
Words that I cannot believe have to leave my mouth or my fingers.
She's been battling Ovarian Cancer for well over 10 years and this last year or 8 months+ have been just the worst.  Her body is being consumed by cancer and with every day that passes we are just another closer to losing her.
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